It's that feeling again
that feeling that my heart is sinking
No amount of diamonds can fix this
I am a broken doll
My wings have been snatched off
and tears seep down my face
It's that pain again
that pain I cannot hide
It fills my heart again
but I cannot take anymore
It splits it open into many little pieces
No happiness can mend this
and tears seep down my face
[Unplug this itch]
Unplug this mind of mine,
From this pain you have left behind,
Disconnect this blood supplies,
So that your heart starts to die,
In your eyes there's was a hunger,
For everything I did and now you wonder,
Why I was so good,
You could never understand,
Your were a waste of my time,
Oh how precious I stand,
I was the one you wanted and the one needed,
Ive slipped away and now youre grieving,
Dont worry about my wounds,
How I would still be fine,
Because I was always been the cure and you've been everyone's itch...
I'm empty,
My heart is breaking,
His life was cut too short.,
He was a star,
He was a joker,
He had no enemies,
Everyone loved him,
he was shot,
and stabbed to death,
so far this year in a wave of violence,
He was just in the wrong place,
at the wrong time..
[becuase-you-loved-me]
Im down and life less,
because of the way you looked at me,
I feel filthy all over my body,
because of the way you touched me,
Im sick and tierd of every look of me,
Becuase you said i was your beauty,
I hate every word coming out of my mouth,
Beacuse everything reminds me off you,
ii detest my thoughts,
Beacuse i've become so much like you,
I decay in and out,
beacuse you loved me....
[YOUR-THE-ONE]....
Your the air,
Your the light that shines within me,
Your my mentor,
Your my freind,
Your the hand that always holds me,
Your my brian,
Your my senses,
Your something that lives within me,
Your my smile,
Your my laugther,
Your the water,
Your what clenses my soul in and out,
Your my heart,
Your my soul,
Your something words can never express,
Your my hate,
Your my love,
Your everything i'm not and everything id ever be,
Your my tears,
Your my shoulder,
Your what keeps me going from the heartaches i own,
Your why im blessed,
Your why gods gevin me this breath,
I swear your something im nothing without,
[Angel's-broken-heart]
This is a story of,
An angel's broken heart,
Singing me the sweetest song,
Riping me apart,
Loud and sour,
Screaming in my head,
I feel for the angel,
Who's wing's have been torn apart,
Bloody wounded angel,
show's the half face of her devil inside,
Crying with a face,
so fake and still,
She's need someone,
to make her feel beautiful,
Her love's is what they frown upon,
That love's innocent and pure,
Falling in the lap of the haterd,
She's still dos'nt know what went wrong,
But she's all brick and bones now,
And no one can break this wall,
She's found her path to life,
She's living with an evil cha
$my-heart's-slowing-down-now$ by from-hell, literature
Literature
$my-heart's-slowing-down-now$
[my-heart's-slowing-down-now]
My heart's slowing down now,
I can't take all this hurt anymore,
It's getting hard to breath,
In this lonely sapce,
Im smokin faster again,
Maybe it will eat my lung's,
And i won't have another day to crave,
My hearts giving up on me,
Only so much it can take,
every person every face,
is deterioted away,
ill always trust you,
its a habit that will kill me one day,
fours parts of my heart hate you,
in so many ways it cant explain,
your sweet pioson runs through my vains,
your something i cant escape....
[the-end-i-fear]
Everything is mine,
But something's lost,
Everyone is here,
But everyone's gone,
I have every penny,
Yet nothing i need,
I've romed around the world,
And thousand seas,
No one can fill this space,
And it's easy to see,
All my friends love me,
But i cant feel it's there,
I'm always happy,
but no one's here,
There smile's on my face,
Yet there darkness to stay,
All the diamond's are here,
But can't fill me yet,
Every second is here,
But nothing to live,
I have everything,
But im lonely and the end i fear....
It's that feeling again
that feeling that my heart is sinking
No amount of diamonds can fix this
I am a broken doll
My wings have been snatched off
and tears seep down my face
It's that pain again
that pain I cannot hide
It fills my heart again
but I cannot take anymore
It splits it open into many little pieces
No happiness can mend this
and tears seep down my face
death angel (talk)
cuts in my soul r deep,
the marks on my body,
left by ur touch,
left 2 make me go insane,
does it make me free,
free from ur fear,
the death angel is here,
here 2 take me,
but y i ask?,
says u've done a sin,
sin of ever lasting love,
i ask yet im the one left in fear,
left 2 feel all this fake,
i should,nt be me u want 2 take,
yes i come 2 take u ,
says the death angel,
for u r true,
so make ur self free ,
jus com wit me,
leave this fake,
live life in reality....
ONLY IF....
only if i can tell u hw much pain is in my mind,
only if u can see my eyes,
only if u knew hw i will keep u happy,
jus for moment i stop n see life wit out u ,
jus for a moment i realise ,
jus for a moment i want u bac,
jus so i can feel life ,
life like i felt it once,
jus so tht u will kwn hw i will keep u happy,
i see my self traped in a moment ,
where the pain is so much,
like asthe death angel is tryin 2 take my soul,
n its not lettin go ,
i feel i hav 2 let go,
coz all gud in life has 2 go,
but jus if i can tell u ,
2 look in my eyes,
n see all the love in me,
n see hw life can be .
FEAR
fear is a tormenter,
killing me alive,
sucking the blood,
from my mind,
its being fed in me,
by this world,
i'm taking it deep,
deep in me,
how shall i get away from fear,
my flesh and blood,
are full of scares,
i'm opening my soul,
to get rid of fear,
I cut my flesh,
and it steers to my bones,
fear something i cant fight,
fear something deep in side....
I'm so happy to see u at last,
seems like life has struck a blast,
You showed me how to tackle my fears,
Before i was just lost in my tears,
I can't tell u how life will be,
But i'll find a way to make us free,
No matter what this world will say,
You know we will cut this hate,
Together we burn,
Together we pray,
Together we will find our way....
''beeld again''
let me break,
atleast i'll bleed,
let me fake,
everything i've seen,
i've known u,
a bitter feast,
u've lied before,
somthing deep i see,
I'm sinking,
And ur dying,
the water beneath us is crying,
I beeld agian,
And u feel,
the lonely ness left in me,
seems like it was never meant to be,
this love thats left is failing me..
" A CURSE"
I hope you burn in hell,
With the thought of torturing my soul,
I curse you for everything,
U've done to me,
i curse u for eternity,
my heart now is of metal,
And every word you say,
chips a hope off it,
lying beneath all your pain,
you left me to go insane,
now all I hear when u say,
Is hurt,anger,And rage..
i curse u for letting me be,
the person i was never meant to be,
I curse u for now you will see,
what it feels to be me...
[Cold hearted murder].....
My skin Shed,
And blood led the way,
I followed the path,
And kept my faith,
Losing my self,
I felt the shame,
You grabed my hand,
And told me to follow your way,
then i was taken to a long valley,
i happily crushed my faith,
And then you led me to a big betrayal,
you took me to the hill's edge,
And pushed me off....
I fell to the ground,
And was left with no heart....
Current Residence: [Manchester:England].... Favourite genre of music: [rock]||[heavy metal] Favourite photographer: [me] Favourite style of art: [horror]||[full of pain] Operating System: [windows me] Skin of choice: [rusted] Favourite cartoon character: [all cartoon network cahracters] Personal Quote: [the only gift i can give u is death]||[RIp]
heyo...
People how is everyone in this magnificent place...ahh can't remeber the last time i logged on to DA ahh must have been ages...just been so busy with work ...ahh anyways i am trying to get back in to this place....and..what else is new here ..anyone please update me...once again keep on rocking...later....
MOOD::frustrated:
& I :pee: ON BAD PEOPLE....:)....
LISTENING:BRACKISH(kittie),FORSAKEN(diturbed)..
REAGIND:EWW WHO DOES THAT..BTW IM READING(most infamous muders)..
WATCHING:SCARY MOVIE(4),BANG BANG YOUR DEAD....
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[Death--letter]
Death wrote me a letter today,
Asked if i wanted to be its friend,
I thought Why not,
life and I don't seem ,
to get along that well ..anyways,
Love is'nt my type of thing,
Hate dos'nt seem get to me much,
I have no greed to kill,
Nor do I envy your spell,
Honesty is not the best part of me,
My jelousy has no one to see,
My anger'
[HeLP--LEsS]..
These eye's have become so numb now,
Feeling all the pain they've felt,
This heart has become so beatless now,
Every beat pleads for another helpless day,
This soul has become so dark now,
I only wait for it to be dead one day,
This blood has become pale day by day,
And now I'm waiting for my love to fail once again....
Do tell me what you all think i'd love to know...ok rock on ..later ..